Saturday, June 04, 2011
Last min meeting with carol. @ 6:14 PM
After reading sweetheart Carl post, was touch that she wrote every important word of life I told her. Thanks sweetheart.
Sat(4/5) was the start of my NPL. Was wakened up by my sibling n the noise outside my room at 10am. I couldn't get back to sleep as the noise outside my room was worst because my mum n aunt are all talking loudly in the kitchen as the was making dumplings. I was so bored until I called up sweetheart carol to see if she is free to meet mi. I am glad that she is meeting her friends at 7 pm so we decided to meet up for a short while. Was telling sweetheart how I feel about life recently. Was telling sweetheart that why people always blame one another for how they became in the end. To me, you can't blame others for what you become, only can blame yourself to end up in sub a bad state. This is because people use to say how you treat your parent now by the next generation your child will treat you back the same way you treat your parent. I totally agree to this. I might be heartless to blame themselves for the state they end up in.
Once I heard that a son told the nurses on e phone.
Nurse: your dad is in the intensive care unit now after the operation you can come and visit him. Now is condition is stable.
Son: okay. When he go off(heaven) then u let mi know if not you don't have to inform me.
- I was so shock when I heard it. Thinking where how can you say that when you dad is in a intensive care? But thinking back, it might be last time the dad also treat his dad the same way. That's why retribution is here-
Was telling sweetheart a lot like
- sometimes some people is worth waiting while some is not. No matter how long you wait sometimes you dont get a reply back. Maybe someone else is waiting for you which can give you more happiness. Give yourself a chance and give others a chance.
-sweetheart was asking me if what the opposite break the promise? And won't I scared that it break her heart more? I told her that if that guys is a truthworth person, he won't forget what he promise. If he forgets then he is not worth to be trustworth.
I know I am not a loves expert but what I feel.
After all the chats we Went to woodlands to sing Partyworld, was enjoying myself until 8 pm. Thanks sweetheart for meeting mi and the accompany until you meet u friends late. Thanks
