Katherine Seow You Peng
19+
TTSH-SICU

Yesterday (22June), Wednesday. Went to Alicia family chalet with miss Ho!!! At first didn't want to go but Ni Ask me to a company her there and she will be leaving about 5 plus to meet her friends. So we went to the chalet n play card monopoly. It's my first time playing on that even both Ni and me was so blur at the beginning but still we manage to end the game well with the winner Terrance(Ali Bf). Thanks to Ali n Ali's Bf for teaching me. Thanks very much. After monopoly we went to play mahjong's with Terrance, wee teng Bf, Ni and me. We manage to play few rounds n I was so happy coz I manage to win many around. Even though we didn't play with real money because I was very broke. Most saddest of all that I almost help wee teng Bf pay 3x the money to the rest of the player, but luckily in the end no one win for that round if not I will be very very sad. But still happy that I was there with Ni , Ali, Lydia soon and soon's Bf. I enjoy every moment with them as I believed the 4 of us bond grow stronger. We eat n chat, wanted to leave at 6.55 yo meet. My sibling but Lydia dun allow she say I just come and you want to leave already. So in the end I stayed until 8 with them and Lydia soon's Bf fetch me to the air port. Thanks Sean for fetching me there and sorry for causing all of them to leave with mi. I'm sorry.

Went to the air port meet my sibling there, they was unhappy because I was late. Was quite moody at first but was happy that my parents is back. Saw my big cousin n they family side was there to fetch their families too. Waited quite long for my parent to come out from the departure exit. Was waving to them and they manage to saw us. They was quite shock to see us there coz we didn't inform them that we was going to fetch them. When they exit from the door my sibling n I was so happy to see them. Hug them coz we haven seen them for 8 days. My sibling n I took cab and fetch my granny home n we walk home from granny place. Packed dinner with my sibling home for my parents. When we reach home I sat at the dinning table n have dinner together. Was telling my dad that actually the 3 of us was scared that they would scold us when we was at the air port. N my dad ask me why. I told him because actually my parent, aunt n granny can sit a cab back to amk but when the 3 of us go then we need to take 2 cabs back to amk, it's waste of money. Daddy say we are silly to think that n he is happy that we was at the air port waiting for him.

Was so touch after hearing that. At the air port was glad that I was there because my cousin side is a big family n almost all of them was there and If my sibling n I wasn't there my parent would have felt a bit left out. N I believed if I were the one coming back to sg I would want my loves one to be at the air port waiting for me. So I told my sibling that we should wait for one another at the airport if we are coming back.

After the 8days my parent was not around, I felt the important of them around. I miss my mum cooking n tidying the whole Hus. I miss my dad voice n aren't able to voice out whatever to him is a torture to me because he is e one whom I speak to at home if I need advice. I felt that the important of having a family as a whole. Able to sit down to have a meal or a laugh is good enough. Nothing beats my parent my the three kids side. Making us grow healthy n happily. I love the both of you daddy n mummy!!!!

Mummy n daddy went to Nepali with monk n my relative . Dun like them to be away because I got to sweep the floor, mop the floor, water the plant, wash my own clothes n need to cook for my sibling. I really don't like to wash my clothes n mop n Sweep the floor because I am way just too lazy.

Can't wait for them to be back and I don't have to do all that.

Anyway hope they enjoy their trip.

Happy fathers day to all the daddy out there n of coz my dad too. Happy father day daddy!!!! I miss you!!! Thanks for All the things you have done for me n my sibling. We love you!!! Even you are not by our side celebrting father's day but still hope you Enjoy your trip. Come back safety.

Dun worry I will do all the chores n take care of the hus n sibling.

They have been away for 5th day. The hours is doing fine. 3 of us have is discipline enough to do our washing of clothes ourself. Only one thing that is not done is to water the plant. My sibling n I forgotten until it all dry up then we reload. Haha but still we will try to remember for the next few days. Counting down to ur return.

下雨天了怎么办我好想你。
This song suddenly comes to my mind when looking at this photo.

I always wanted to get my own lappy, maybe because of the temptation of my sibling, colleagues, friends and cousin. Both my sibling own their own lappy, i know they own their own laptops because of school issue. But always feel sad when i see them using it but i cant use, not because i dun have computer to use or what. Always they dun allow me to touch their laptop unless i beg them. And most of the time they rejected me. SAD! The lagging of the desktop really kills my time and sometimes it gets hang. I really wish to own my very own laptop soon, i know i couldn't because I'm not working for the time being. And i believed if i ask my dad, my dad will sure disagree with it because he thinks that why waste the money. Hopefully when i score well for O level i can per-sue him to allow me to get macbook air. I wont want him to get for mi, but i believed ask him before i get is better if not i will hear him nagging at mi for getting it.

Next on the list i always wanted a camera. A camera like G12, now my aim is N95. Its function is almost like G12, just that G12 LCD Lens can turnover for self shot but N95 cant. It dun matter as long as its not N95 is less bulky as G12. Wanted to get a camera for very long time.But my dad disagree with mi for getting a camera because he thinks that a phone can does it job, what for waste the extra money on the camera. I know and understand what he thinks but i just want it. But its okay, therefore i didn't get a camera too because most of my friends owns a camera so even i dun have one i am still be able to take photo with my friends camera. hehe. So i save my money up.

Once i went to a shop to get electronic, the shop owner told my dad and me that no one can catchup with electronic because electronic keep changing n improving. I totally agree with it, therefore just getting what u need is enough.

Always wanted to get many but money is the main consent. What worry me most is where i get it is just a temptation or i really need to get.

I will end here. First time blogging using laptop cause my sis lean mi her laptop.

你说我傻傻在爱上只懂爱自己的人
我说你傻傻在爱他你的眼睛骗不了人
我们都傻傻在为一段没有未来的爱情付出
还在期待会有奇迹出现
你说我傻傻在爱上没有感情的分身
我说你傻傻在爱他就固执的奋不顾身
我们都傻傻在宁愿被牺牲也不愿意放弃天真
还在期待会有奇迹出现

Yesterday went out with Sean n my Sis. Had a great chat and catch up. Both my Sis and me thinking will it be awkward when we meet him coz we seldom meet up. Can also say that I last seen him is during my sec 3 life. But after meeting up, we had a great chat and meal. Went to paradise at ion. Went there to eat Xiao long bao. Each one of us has one tray(8pcs). We only ordered that as our dinner and decided to have dessert after meal.

It's my very first time seeing 8 different colours of Xiao long bao. Got white, yellow, black, orange, pink purple n many more. 8 Xiao long bao with all different taste and favor. There are original, ginseng, cheesy, Sze chuan(which taste bad) n no of them. After eating we chatted and drank tea. Until I was extremely full, I guess it's the tea that made us full. Was talking to Sean a lot n was discussing to him about life and many more. He was telling me that, as long as a guy doesn't get a job and without getting wages then couldn't go for a date because no money. I told him i dun really agree because that it's just food, can also eat at coffee shop. But he say what the girl will think, my Bf cannot even afford to eat at restaurant once a week and couldn't afford what I wanted to get.

Sean also say about his life an the girl she wanted to woo but got rejected. But wishing him that his wish come true. He also say that he might not get a gf yet coz he scared he might change after he gets into army. But I told him majority guys will change for a better in the army. Then he ask me what if he is th minority. I told him already told you Is majority, so you won't be the minority,

He also teach mi how to look on people face. It seem interesting. I really learn a lot and know how to find a better guy for future. Haha.

Hope that we will get out for meet up again before he goes into army.

After reading sweetheart Carl post, was touch that she wrote every important word of life I told her. Thanks sweetheart.

Sat(4/5) was the start of my NPL. Was wakened up by my sibling n the noise outside my room at 10am. I couldn't get back to sleep as the noise outside my room was worst because my mum n aunt are all talking loudly in the kitchen as the was making dumplings. I was so bored until I called up sweetheart carol to see if she is free to meet mi. I am glad that she is meeting her friends at 7 pm so we decided to meet up for a short while. Was telling sweetheart how I feel about life recently. Was telling sweetheart that why people always blame one another for how they became in the end. To me, you can't blame others for what you become, only can blame yourself to end up in sub a bad state. This is because people use to say how you treat your parent now by the next generation your child will treat you back the same way you treat your parent. I totally agree to this. I might be heartless to blame themselves for the state they end up in.

Once I heard that a son told the nurses on e phone.
Nurse: your dad is in the intensive care unit now after the operation you can come and visit him. Now is condition is stable.
Son: okay. When he go off(heaven) then u let mi know if not you don't have to inform me.
- I was so shock when I heard it. Thinking where how can you say that when you dad is in a intensive care? But thinking back, it might be last time the dad also treat his dad the same way. That's why retribution is here-

Was telling sweetheart a lot like
- sometimes some people is worth waiting while some is not. No matter how long you wait sometimes you dont get a reply back. Maybe someone else is waiting for you which can give you more happiness. Give yourself a chance and give others a chance.
-sweetheart was asking me if what the opposite break the promise? And won't I scared that it break her heart more? I told her that if that guys is a truthworth person, he won't forget what he promise. If he forgets then he is not worth to be trustworth.

I know I am not a loves expert but what I feel.

After all the chats we Went to woodlands to sing Partyworld, was enjoying myself until 8 pm. Thanks sweetheart for meeting mi and the accompany until you meet u friends late. Thanks