Thursday, May 12, 2011
Friendship @ 4:14 PM
Felt sad n emo this few days keep thinking what Chau told mi before. Chau say my re is just making use of mi, find mi only when needed. I agree a little because she have her own thinking n I dun want to bothered e way she thinks. Chau also say that my friendship between Miao will be a short one because Miao n Mei friendship will last very long because they have common hobby(clubbing). I dun denied that they have e same hobby n they have common friends n interest to talk. Felt sad! Both of them is my closest friend which I share everything at
work. I really mind n care if our friendship just disappear like tat. Felt that I already have no more friends durin work leading mi to drag my foot everyday. Chau also say my bestfriend will only be Ni coz both of us tei enough n we stay close. I love Ni n enjoy e acc of hers. I enjoy the way she cheer mi up when I am down n e influnte she had on mi. But she will be leaving after 2 years or before. So by then I believed our friendship will be blend.
A group consist of 6+1 =7
MiAo- my LBP, caring. nice. no attitude to friends. Know what n when is right n wrong. Cute.
Regi- straight forward. Never fAil to give other face.
Ni- cheerful. Cute. Tei. Adoreable. Positive thinking.
Ali- straight forward. Branded.
Mei- helpful. Nice. n stubborn toasted mi( learn from mi)
Lydia- cute. Helpful. nice
Even we have some argument sometimes hope our friendship grow. But hope everyone will care, share n help. Tats y ppl say friends cannot be collegeues because sure got argument n unhappiness in-between. Now I understand y. But still hope that we can go back to e past.
Lives n death. @ 3:23 PM
Today did social resuscitation. Felt social resuscitate is heartless it's just like a _ _ _ _. But I believed we did ur best in e begaining. Good job to the team(step, hxh, Eric, Mei, terr, car, adl n myself). Good job ppl.
After workin for 2 years, wondering y always unable to resuscitate e pt back most of the time. We did our best n we did so much for it yet no hard work pay back. All we want is to see our pt go out of here happily n healthly.
Imagine u were talking to ur family in e afternoon. N by evening u collapse n leave e world suddenly. Dun even have a proper goodbye to ur close ones. I felt so sad n heartpain for the family. The family claim that the pt is still alright in the afternoon. They couldn't take e sudden fact n changes. Lives is so fragile. Even I see so much, but if it happens to mi I will still breakdown.
Praying for wellness n healthly to all my friends n family.
