Tuesday, July 07, 2009
useless youpeng @ 10:03 PM
It has been going to 2 month seen i step into
TTSH. Still trying to cope and orientate myself with everything. Some how already cope with the routine. But sometimes still forget this and that, here and there. When can i dun forget stuff. When can i dun forget stuff. I'm so stupid.
Really scared to nurse those already half way giving up
themselves away.
coz i still not yet met those incident. Sometimes thinking what i should do if i am alone inside the room. Really scared.
Sometimes i really feel useless cant help my SN much. Wanted to give a hand but i really dun know what to do. so in the end i only can stand there to wait for instruction.
I'm so useless and stupid.
