Katherine Seow You Peng
19+
TTSH-SICU

I will be officially starting shift work from tml onward. Tat means i will not have weekends off often that i use to have. so sad. Really hope i can cope wif the ward routine very soon.

Have been in the ward for 4 days morning shift last week. Morning shift went smoothly for 3 days. Actually i suppose to follow a senior enrolled nurse or she suppose to guide mi. But i didnt follow her. I did everything myself, pretending to be a staff there for quite sometimes. knowing my work what i suppose to do n knowing all the routine. Because she dun guide mi, leaving mi alone n not telling mi what to do etc. Really hate her. I only been there for less then a week. But feeling great not letting her to guide mi coz she is damn strict n irritating, keep nagging n nagging at other ppl... everyone respect her as she is old can be my ah ma le. but everyone dun like her to nag n nag.

3 days went smoothly, some staff say i learn very fast, cope with the routine quite well and also not the lazy type. Eventhough sometimes i stand there like a status coz i really dun know what to do. But still able to know the routine well. Tat gains my confident of working on. i know i will try hard to maintain n do better.

But until Fri then i know i still so SOTONG & USELESS!!!! really felt lost when it come to emergency cases. Wanted to help the staff there but dun know what to help n how to help. REally feel extremly lost at ther time. Really very stress up. Want to help them but yet like making more jobs for them. Really stress. I really dun know what to do. until i stand there looking at other patient. REally felt that i am such a useless person. I really DUN KNOW WHAT TO DO.. FEELING LIKE GIVING UP.

i know i shouldnt be thinking about eveything so soon. coz its only the 1st week there. but i really felt useless n lost. I dun know when can i cope with everything soon. I really dun know. -pray hard- PLEASE HELP MI!!!! I want to have a BIGGER BRAIN to contain as much things as possible. I really want to help.

have been out almost everyday with my friends.

Thur went out wif Jia n Sishi to watch NATM(Night at the museum) meet them at causeway at 4pm after work. After show went to eat dinner, really hard for us to decide what to eat. hehe. always have to crack our brain for this question. In the end we eat mac. Was laughing all the way for our dinner. haha. We was joking n talking all nonsense throughout the dinner. was so fun n enjoyable. haha.. we must do it more often...

Fri went out wif Jia n Sishi again.. haha.. this time not for movie but its time for us to have some exercise. haha.. YEA!!! i know all of u cant believed that i go running n swimming again. We went to Toa Payoh field n swimming complex. Pass by the starting point for 3 times. but cant say that i run for 3 round. coz i run n walk too. haha.. lol. really extremely tired in between the run.. AFter running went to swimming but swimming is not as tiring as running. haha. TO Jia n Sishi: We must do exercise more often. n ur both must must know how to swim worx..

** really sorry to JIA n SISHI. coz they physically is better then mi..I tuo lei them. so sorry girls.

Sat went to TTSH for resuscitation drill from 8.30am to 1pm then sit for Whefra test. OMG!!! scared i fail. HOpe i pass then dun need to retake. haha. After WHefra test, went home to rest. Meet my orientation group to vivo. Even most of them are malays but still able to click well. haha. they are really crazy ppl. haha.. sometimes feel left out coz they speak in malays. but still enjoy the hang out with them.

Sun which is today, went out wif Caroline (from now on cant say my wife, coz got ppl feedback to mi say when Reading my post, read until my wife, may think that i am a lesbian. lol. ) went out with her to celebrate her birthday. went to walk around town area n do some shopping. So Sorry to her. didnt plan the event for her. Actually didnt plan the event coz both of our likes different. so if i plan dun know if she like. haha. anyway..
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO YOU CAROL.
May all your wishes come true. stay happy n i will always be here when u need mi.. smile always. Hope u enjoy the day out with mi.

Opps... didnt blog for more then a week. Really dun know where to write or start now.

Has been in TTSH for 2 weeks, going 3 weeks soon. Orientation will be ending by end of this week. At a glance, 3 week will be ending soon. Will officially start shift work next week. its only the beginning of 3rd week yet i am physically drain Dun know how am i going to physically adapt to it??

This week will be in ward from tue to fri 7am to 3 pm. Hope i can get to familiarise wif the routine very soon. But until now still a bit blur like sotong n sometimes dun know what to do until i stand there like status. JIA YOU LE.

anyway. last week is a busy week for mi

FRI meet up with my long loss friends cassandra n boon kiat. went to eat souel garden together coz the 3 of us was extremly hungry so we decide to for a very heavy meal. hehe.. after dinner, les went to meet her friend. so left wif mi n my didi. so we went to explanade to sit down n listern to the music of sea. then decided to look for zuan at her work place. hehe. then we went home together.

SUN meet up wif 38club. coz it has been a donkey year ever since we meet up. lol. haha. finally we get to meet up again. n not forgetting that we had our pinic. haha. As i remembered few years back, while i was sec4, since then we always say to go out for pinic or to cycle.But always plan didnt carry out either got ppl not free or wu yun lao gong gong not co-operative.. Thanks to Mr Sunny to let 38club had their pinic last Sun. even it was a short meeting but we still manage to catch up with one another. haha... Really appricate n happy that the outing was such a sucuess. Really shock that everyone was nice as in agree with cheap n little food. REALLY THANKS TO 38CLUB FOR MAKING IT A SUCUESS n thanks to everyone contribution.
we muz have more outing n pinic n meet up soon... MISS ALL U GIRLS...

Actually lazy to post photo. but was thinking that my post will look so dead with all the wordings. but in the end blogger was not co-opertative by not opening the window for uploading photos. maybe blogger is telling mi to go sleep now, coz tml will be working morning again. REALLY TIRED..

will end here... Thanks to those who contantly readding my blog. even its boring. haha.

Today went to meet up with mama n carol. Celebrate mother's day too. Really got a lot of things to catch up with them coz it has been a while since we last meet out. haha. We went to tampainese mall n tampainese 1 to walk walk (usually ppl say go shopping. But we only do window shopping) I really enjoy every moment spending with them n like i keep talking n talking n complaining. lol. haha. Really wanna apologise to mama n carol. Sorry that i got to leave so early coz i got family gathering today. I am so PS about it. MAMA meet up real soon worx. Miss you.

After the meet out with mama n carol, i go to my 7th aunty hus to celebrate Mother's day. didnt get to celebrate last week coz all my cousin having exam n its also vesak day. So no one can make it last week therefore postpone to this week.

祝
婆婆，妈妈，Michelle 妈妈，大阿姨，二阿姨，三阿姨，七阿姨，美兰阿姨，大嫂，还有艘由我认识的妈妈。

虽然有一点制，但还是要祝你们母亲节快乐。永远年亲，辛副。

So fast another week has pass, have been in TTSH for 1 week still not yet familiarise with the environment and the location of the hospital, trying to familiar all the place in case got patient ask mi..

Past one week is orientation, orientation is not the usual orientation your always do(eg. ice breaking games). Its more to listening to lecture and recapping all the information that i have learn before. Lesson starts about at 8 am or 8.30 am to 4 pm or 5 pm. So its like office hour everyday. But i cant believed it that i felt so tired after the 2nd day of orientation. wanted to fall asleep in class but i just cant, scared my sister scold.

Oh ya.... I was posted to SICU... I cant believed that i was posted to there a bit scared. i was thinking, am i able to work independently?

Orientation included of ward induction, so anyone of u ask mi hows my ward. I only can say i have been there for 1.5 days. The staff there was quite nice. First time i got a preceptor, my preceptor was a nice lady, really teach mi a lot in a shift. Really thanks to her. I WILL WORK HARD DE. JIA YOU!!

will officially starting shift work on 1st JUNE.

The following photos is at Marina Barrage















will upload more photos coz i dun have my hp USB cable. hehe.

I wanted to blog but my mind simple went blank when my hands all ready prepared itself to type, but nothing came out of my mind so all my fingers all paused there. lol

Wed i took half day off from office.Then meet Jia at westmall to have lunch together and watch " The Ramen Girl" The show not bad quite nice has good ending coz I loved show that has good ending. haha. After shows we went to cut hair actually is more to trim bah. i guess. haha.. Thanks Jia for accompany mi walk from westmall to cuthair shop n back to westmall coz i need to help my mum to get stuff. haha. really thanks.

Yesterday was the eve of vesak day, I finally dun have to wake up at 6am sharp to prepared myself coz thur was my last day of work. But i woke up at 8 plus 9 coz my mum disturb my beautiful dreams. And i cant get back to sleep anymore. I am a light sleeper after 7 hours of sleep.I am really tired but if noise comes to my hear then i can hardly get back to my dreams. hehe. So i stayed home all alone for the whole morning until about 4pm waited for my dad, bro n sis came back prepared our self to go temple for the 3 step 1bow ceremony. Reach home about 11.15pm. So tired but enjoy the trip home coz was talking to my elder cousin we were laughing the whole journey coz my dad made us laugh. haha. n my dad also claim that we were the loudest in the train. lol. Anyway its the first time my took train after the ceremony coz every year my dad will borrow van from my uncle. but this time cant, so no choice we got to take train.

Today wake up my whole body aching...OMG!!! (saying in a expanded way) Its only my back, buttock, thigh was SO PAIN!!! I cant even walk up n down the stair. haha. I was suppose to accompany my dad to my uncle's hus but in the end was tooo tired to wake up so i slept until connie sms mi. lol. was so PS coz actually i told her i will be there early. TODAY I TRAVEL AROUND SINGAPORE!!! lol. haha.
AMK--> CCK --> WOODLANDS --> BISHAN --> MARINA BAY -->CITY HALL -->YCK --> HOME.
I cant believed it i actually spent about 10 dollars to travel today. but i finally get to see MISS CONNIE baby today. haha.. haven seen her for more then a month. haha. We went to shop n eat spent quite a lot but i did enjoy ourself. haha. SO SAD!!!! when i ask her when can we meet again? then she say when my birthday comes in july coz she will be pack n going aboard so wont be free. SAD!!! but no matter what we will still keep in contact right?? haha. will miss you.. meet up soon.

Wanted to post our outing photos but who knows blogger doesnt allow.lol. I click on the add image but no windows came out. haha. lol. will upload the photos soon. coz i believed photos speaks everything. hehe so i wont eleborate what we do if not it will be a long story again. haha.

Anyway just to add on what i got to say before i am off. i believed everyone is curriours y i change URL. Its because got few nos. of ppl keep complaining that my blog so hard to acess n so ma fan then all lazy to log in then didnt read my blog. haha. lol. but anyway. i also feel very ma fan to log in everyday to see it too. n also to prevent those not surppose to read it,read it. I am refering to the kiam sia kia that i told some of u before.haha. so i decided to change URL.THANKS MISS CHENG for helping mi think of the URL. THANKS.

Another week past, not so busy for the pass few weeks coz go home straight after work. I LOVE going home coz can sit down in front of the com n TV watch (one of my favourite hobby). Feeling i am so like a zai nu.