Katherine Seow You Peng
19+
TTSH-SICU

Time fly so fast. At a glance of my eyes, one week have pass. Looking back, i have been graduated from ITE simei about 5 months le.

Have been thinking what i did for the past 5 months.
For the past 5 months i have been either working in my uncle's company or meeting up wif my friends beside that did nothing else. lol. (But really meeting up friend was the most happy times of my life. MISS ALL OF YOU!!!!!)

OMG!!! I actually cant believed that i didnt even touch my nursing book since i graduate. Scared that i forget most of it. Hopefully i will start reading my past note when i get home today. NOT hopefully is die die must read. lol.

Have been thinking about this question. Will i be a good nurse??
I am really very scared. I am excited that i will be able to nurse n able to perform patient care to them but scared what if i cant able to cope. As everyone know that student life n to become a assistance nurse is totally different. Need to do everything urself most of the time. unless the staff there is free at the moment if not, there is no one to help u. But during my ITE year during attachment, is the whole group (16 to 18 ppl) of us post to the same ward but 2 different shift, therefore there are sufficient student/ friends to help u whenever u nid help.

BUT i believed i will be able to survied alone. Just give mi time to familarise with the new enironment n working style. I am sure I can so it, n be independent.

ASSISTANE NURSE KATHERINE SEOW YOU PENG YOU CAN DO IT. JIA YOU!!!

Lately I'm so lazy to post. especially waiting for the photo to load. BUT I PROMISE i will upload the photo this sun after i got all the photo. really..

10.04.2009
ECP cycling photo.


17.04.2009
5N gathering group photo.

I am extremly occupied espcially this week before all my friends start school again.. gonna to miss everyone of u. We have to meet up again even when ur go back to school okay???

Back to topic, everyone has been asking me why i set my blog to private. As what i have told Jia, Sishi n weiya about it. About my ITE Clinical Attachment friend, she is elder then me by 5yr if i am not wrong. YES!! she looks like a big sister, she always do her best to protect mi when i got disturb by BEN the BIG HEAD because Ben scared of her. But i can say if u dun know her she will show u attitude FACE as if u own her lots n lots of money. lol. Tats her. As what i know she doesnt have much friends.

Sometimes really cant understand her. Sometimes i have this feeling of being used by her. I dun know why i have such feeling but its true. I indeed angry wif her at times but i didnt show it out that i am piss n angry. i just bare wif it showing it as nothing happen. I really cant understand what she want n thinking about. i know her husband(marring soon during sept) can support /give her a lot (the Cs- car, cash, cerdic card, condo n etc) but the thing i feel is the husband cant accompany her much coz he got camps n nid to travel around. she go to nice n expensive restaurant, almost everyweek. I'm only 19 yet earning not much n wanted mi to go sushi tei almost everyweek.

About 1 week ago she chat wif mi on MSN asking mi why must she be the one always looking for mi n not i look for her, she said that she didnt call means that she is waiting for mi to call her. And u guys know WHAT?? we only didnt meet for 1 week n she say that. OMG lar. I really dun know what to reply her when she ask mi. i say sorry she say no use saying sorry. Then the next day i called her to ask her out but i have no idea where to go. then she say "since no idea then dun go out. i am not interested anyway." WTH lor. i so angry when she say this lor.

FOrget it not to say all unhappy stuff.. haha..

The main purpose of setting my blog to private because she(CP friend) will view my blog. if happen that she see my blog that i go out wif 38club often when we are free then she will say me again. so to prevent all this from happening i set my blog. yeh... so i can post more often... haha... lol.

Let mi update some posts. Not to let my blog be so dead.

Went out wif my sister partner on one of the sat.. lol. haha.
MISS HUI. haha. lol.
dun know she will kill mi when she see this. haha.

What Does My Birth Month Say About Me?

JULY Birthdays: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about peoples feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving.Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.



Leo Weekly Horoscope beginning April 6, 2009
You like to stay busy and now is your chance to do just that. Don`t hesitate to voice your opinions at a group meeting; however, keep your thoughts to yourself at home. Escapist tendencies will result in a poor reputation and a lack of confidence. If it can make you extra cash, it will be even better.
Your lucky day this week will be Saturday.

I AM TRULY SORRY.
My action doesnt mean what my heart say. i didn't know that didn't take the inshadtive made u so mad n angry. i am really very sorry. I really feel bad & sad after what u told mi. i am soo damn sorry. i really dun know what to say to you beside saying sorry.I really treasure this friendship with you. U have been a Big sister helping mi whenever u can. Really thank you. Hope u forgive mi for what has happen. i really dun want our friendship just gone like that. really.

I know i am dumb n dun know how to stand up for myself. You always has been the one 'protecting ' mi. really thank you. I dun know what to say about what happen. i really loss of words.

I just want to say what i have to say. I am a person like zai nu. always stay at home watch tv or shows if no one ask mi out. And if got my favourite show i will reserve my day & time at home just to watch it. so when u asks mi to stand up for myself to explain about it. i really dun know what to say.

As request by MISS CONNIE CHENG. I MUZ POST HER PHOTO. haha. lol.. Went out wif her on the first April. Lucky didn't cheated by her. lol. coz its April fool day. THANKS TO HER. I did enjoy the precious moment spending with her. Really miss the time spenting out with her and having fun and laughter with her. As to count, it has been a very and extremly long time since we meet out again. i think got more then 6 months, really cant believed it. We have already been throught 6 years of our friendship. I believed our friendship is still as strong as before right?? ]
I am so gonna to miss her so much.... hugg**


Want to book her out also quite hard. coz both of our time hardly can match each other. so i request to do advance booking on her on the 8 MAY 2009 not e year of 2010. CONNIE DUN FORGET.