Katherine Seow You Peng
19+
TTSH-SICU

I really feel depressed and sad, really dun know what to say. I really cant believe that my luck is so little. What ever happen today is over. I told myself not to be disheartened, hope i wont think about it. What if i keep thinking?? lol... anyway... life of coz going to continue as usual and not ending here coz its not the end of the world. Its just parts and puzzle, and i believed i learn my mistake not to be to greedy next time.

I'm extremely tired NOW after a day out. how i wish i can have a long rest. Tml going back to office with lots and tons of work to be complete. sometimesi will think 'how i wish i dun have to work.' BUt i know its imposible as my company is rushing the project out and we cant anyhow off.
萧佑萍！！ 加油！！

n thanks darl for buying me gift for travelling. LOVE YOU!
我也没忘了我的好友。今天辛苦了!!! 你也别太思忘，谢谢今天有你的支持和鼓励。

YES!!!! I'm extremely happy. Finally got to change my blog skins so soon and very satisfy with it. Usually when i change my blog skin, i change it very fast because i only copy and paste the link n name all this. The rest of it i will just leave it as it origin. To tell the Truth this is the first time i change the text colour, figuring how to change it. Finally I'm all done. So Happy for myself. Really LOVES this blog skin, maybe its the picture that i like. I dun like the background colour but i didn't change it because i cant think of any nice colour to match the picture so i change the text to bright colours.

Don't know why. I just LOVE teddy especially those when you touch it, it feels so comfortable. maybe i like teddy because when i was a toddle my parents don't buy me teddy. Maybe that's why i love teddy.

BUT people please dun buy me teddy now because firstly i have no where to keep it and my mum keep complaining asking my friend not to buy me teddy. Secondly, i dun like to hug teddy especially when sleeping because sooner or later teddy will smell stinks. Usually when i received i will keep it at my display corner and sooner or later i will not even have a glance at the teddy as i don't have the feel time to do it because TV more important. (people will know it when they know me well)

I have just submitted the application form to SGH and TTSH hopefully i will get in. But i am still unsure where i want to go if both accepted me. HOW??? Can anyone suggest??? I believed both side has their own good and bad. But i just can't decide.

It has been 5days since mummy left to China. Another 5 days more before she is back in Singapore. MUMMY I MISS YOU VERY MUCH.

This 5 days really not a BIG challenge for us, because its not the first time mummy left us home and went aboard. I remember clearly that few years back, she went to Perth Australia to visit my aunt for about a week.. This 5 days without her present in the family really felt empty and we nid to do everything ourselves including dinner.. Everyone in the family use to have ready prepared dinner when ever we reach home. And whenever we are hungry, we just have to open the rice cooker cover and we are able to smell the fragrant rice smell. Now mummy not at home, when we get home after work, we have to prepare our dinner ourselves. haha... To tell the truth this 5 days we only cook our dinner once. The rest of the day we eat left over food.. hehe.. 1st day, before mummy left to china, she cook curry without coconut so we are able to leave it until the next day for dinner. so 2ND day we eat curry. and third day my dad cook, but i help him out. then the 4th day we ate the left over from the 3rd day. And today is the 5th day, we went out to have dinner wif my youngest aunt.. hehe....

Cook is really a BIG responsibly, i almost burn my kitchen twice is week.. OMG.. is not burn that serious. but i re-heat the food and forget to off the fire after it cook. i left it there until i remember.. lucky i didn't burn my kitchen if not, i really dun know what to say... haha... i told my dad is my family gene. lol. coz my grandmother forget to turn off the fire n the kitchen caught fire. until the fire engine had to come,its not once or twice, its thrice. that's almost 20year ago. before even my parents know each other. OMG... haha... therefore i make that sentence that its gene.. but mine is not as worst as my grandmother, the whole kitchen burn. mine only is the pot of dish cant be eaten.. lol...

Sorry for not blogging for quite a long period and sorry all the pervious post all so wordy.. i really dun know where should i start. lots of things in my mind which i feel like vending it out, but i just can't, i really dun know what to do.. okay.. lets not talk about those unhappy thing/ or the feelings i have.

I really gonna miss my mother. MUMMY I MISS YOU. my mum will be going to China for 10 days with my granny, and 2 aunties. they will be going to the village( my granny relative xiang xia). Hope they enjoy their trip there. Sad to say my mum wont get gift for us unless she got enough cash. but i guess she wont get anythings, coz tats my mum.

i really wondered how we going to cope without our mother coz no nice dish to eat when we eat home straight( when u get hungry the food is already ready to eat). This 10 days we try to survived with MEI CAI. coz my mum already prepared it before she went to china. we will try to do more dish coz my sibling mind eating it everyday. But i believed we can do it. Not to let our mother worry us.

Sat went to work, after work went to meet my bestis, we walk around the shopping mall n eat lunch. sorry bestis that i didn't take lunch with her coz i ate late breakfast with my dad during work.. lol. so sorry bestis. Anyway bestis really Thank you for accompany mi and to change my shoes and accompany me until its my time to meet my friends. And not forgetting that u help me bring my shoes back home first. Really Thank you. Thanks bestis for always by my side when i need accompany. Really Thank you. After apart with bestis, meet Shaun aka bro aka Qmo n PX his gf. at PL at 6pm. but they were late.. so i waited for them for 40Min's standing there like stature of ..lol. coz PL no shopping center. i am not angry or blaming them lar. so please dun misunderstand what i say. anyway. after meeting them we went to find Irene chalet. haha.. lol. i almost kanna cheated by her, she told mi her chalet at room 10 which i turn n decided to walk then she say no lar.lol.. will upload the photo when i get it from px.

SORRY PPL... still in the process changing my blogskin.. lol. coz... I did it in the office..lol.. haha... so only can change the blog skin when no one notice.. and what's more.. today office got few more ppl then usual... OMG! haha.. hehe.