Katherine Seow You Peng
19+
TTSH-SICU

yesterday wake up at 1030am.. prepare myself then leave house at 12pm...went to Pasir Ris went out with my CP clique (Irene, Ben n Shaun except px coz she having sore eyes)....wanted to play bowling de.. but in the end we cant bowl have to wait until 6pm coz some poly have take down the whole bowling centre until 6pm... lol... so no choice have to wait until 6pm... so we walk around the shopping mall... we also went to arcade to play car racing... but i dun know how to play.. so in the end Ben help mi play, while i sitted down at the sit but he was standing helping mi to control then panel... haha.. after that we went to play basketball at the arcade to... was enjoying ourself n our hand really tired... after tat received a call from px say she will be joining us....

After that we went to a indoor kids lander... but we were unable to go in... becoz its for kids under 12 yrs n below... haha... lol... so we went to coffee bean to have a sit n have some chat... the guys were very lame... lol.. haha... we sat there for about 1hr plus le.. but haven order our drinks... waited until px came then we order... after ordering, the girls bluff the guys tat we are going toilet.. but we went to cake shop to buy bdae cake for the guys.... becoz their bdae is here... sitted here singing bdae song the eat cake, have some chat.. at about 6pm we went to bowling...

bowling was fun... missed bowling... we also went to have some try wif the mini bowl... for small kids... was quite cool.. haha... after bowling we went to NYNY to eat... while inside NYNY, my friend wants to change sits... so as they were changing, the manager came n say.. Ur like playing musical chair.. haha.. lol... we all laugh... haha.. lol..after eating we went to sit indoor ferry wheels... quite fun... haha. lol.. after tat we took bus 88 together was chatting... then my friends suddenly talk about 12 animal(sheng siao). why some of the animal not inside (like eg, cheetah) ... so i tell them " i know y.... u know they have to assemble at the area so they will be inside the 12 sheng siao, so therefore the cheetah wanted to go.. but run too fast until overshoot the assemble area.." lol.. then everyone started laughing.... not long later some of them get down the bus.. then home sweet home

I notice n think that i have change, sometimes i feel i a bit very unreasonable, sometimes i feel i very irritating, sometimes i didn't think for others n more, sometimes i feel i very petty.. i dun know why this happening... but tats how i feel...

I really HATE myself sometimes... i dun know y.. sometimes even quarrel wif my mum or bro... i dun know i am unreasonable or them... sometimes i even feel like leaving house n not returning home for just a day... but scared that my parents are worried for mi... sometimes i get blame when the things is not done by mi... why is this so??? when i feeling, i will cry out silently n i will let the matter rest n not thinking about it... sometimes i even feel like blogging it out, but my mind stop mi from doing so... i really dun know... i just feel that i am a person no one cares about mi in the family... No one know when i am sad...

one day i went to have a talk wif my mum.... i asked her.. why must she always search things for my sibling if they cant find it???where as when i cant find mine i will still carry on searching it until i find my without bothering my mum... something i will purposely asked my mum did she see my stuff but she will just ignore mi... WHY is this so... i compare my sibling vs mi when i am in their age... mhy muz my mum treat mi differently... sometimes wondering if i really thinging too much n out of the box...

The other incident is that i cant stand my bro... HE is such a petty guy i ever met... i hate him too... my house is quite dim... during the afternoon, i am doing hw at the room wif the lights on... he came in the switch off the light n open the window... which the light is still quite dim to my table... i cant do hw at his table coz he doesnt allow mi to... n say i am wasting electricity... i am sooo piss... i am in the room... not doing nothing but i am doing my hw... WHAT THE HELL LAR... the electricity also not he pay...another incident also same but this time is during the night... i am studying for my coming exam few more days away... he off my light n ask mi to u study at the living room... He is Soooooooooooooooooooo PETTY... he can get angry over someone for a week.... what the hell lar...

My mum always say... give in to my sibling... but i feel that even if i give in to them... they will not give in to mi... so sometimes i wondering should i give in... Giving in will i really bring peace n harmony to my family...

okay i should stop here...

will update sun outing wif 38club once i got the pic... miss them lots..

My clique

bdae girl...
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY DARL.

3 pathetic

we went to watch forgetting sarah marshall.... before meeting sishi

3 more months to go before everything end...definity i will miss schooling n of coz my friends.... means.. i muz grow up... no more protection from teachers anymore... will be on my veri own feet from now on.... times go past veri fast... 2 years of course so fast pass...