Katherine Seow You Peng
19+
TTSH-SICU

sorry for not blogging... n thanks jia for always there reading my blog.. hehe.. thank you so much...

What have i done for the past one week??? let mi think... actually nothing much... lately have been busy on attachment.. still trying to get all my skills sign my coming wed... thanks for my friend n teachers in the attachment for helping n allowing mi to do my skills when i nid it.. thanks... until now... i think my skill should pass my this attachment n for the whole year attachment le...thanks everyone for their help n wish all of us to pass our attachment with flying colour.. hehe...some times really angry n piss of working... knowing tat sometimes different ppl can have different view about different things... some times i just feel like walking off n go home n not working... sometimes i will think... is tat person using his/her brain... really brainless.. sometimes there is tons n tons of work to do... n others just walk about n do nothing or even MIA.. n not even offering any help... can't they just think for others??? forget it... attachment will be ending n holiday will be start in 1 weeks time... i will just bare wif it for just one more n its done...

actually working FOUR days morning is quite cool n very tired... hehe... cool is tat... can go home earlier... n morning has much much more things to do n time is passing so fast... until sometimes didn't even have time to go for any breaks... so after all thanks gaya for allowing mi to experience it... hehe... next week is the last week of attachment somehow i will miss attachment... coz i am weak in theory.. hehe.. so i love attachment... hehe.. lol...

okay... anyway... lets not tok about attachment ....

last sat went out wif my clique to JP for lunch... then headed to CWP for walk n shop... hehe... miss the time spending with them.... really.. knowing all of them will be working now n then... so really hope we all can gather together again n again n i really wish all the time we spent to can always repeat... hehe.. i want to go k-box, cycling, eatting at "resturant", n even shopping anyway.... including the time we use to go far east....wif u guys....MISS IT MAN!!! haha... anyway guys... jia you for ur work... jia you! jia you! jia you!... wish ur all earn lots n lots of money... like always ah gong say... got money muz buy things for him.. hehe. lol... haha...

okay... got to stop here... anything... can just sms mi or call mi.... love you guys..

has been int the ward for the 2nd week second day... overall was okaystill manageable... dun really know what to do sometimes... quite excited to go out wif my clique on sat... haha... but still dun know where to go...

having some bad new from my mum... tat maybe my dad n sister will not be going to genting already... coz they cant get the bus ticket... so sad.. then onli left mi n my bobo n family... like so wired sia... even we like somehow quite close... but never had i go out wif my uncle without my parents... n knowing n feedback from my sis n bro.. my uncle dote mi more... coz i can say i am the eldest among my cousin on the father side.... n my uncle n i both is under the sheng xiao of horse... haha... dun know what to do... dun know should i still go or not... coz actually my uncle ask mi to go few days much moe earlyer then the genting date coz he wanna bring mi go malaca to walk... so i am still praying hard tat my dad could get the ticket there....

plzz.... may my wishes come true....
i am still waiting for the good news..

ermm... lately... really many many things happen....really dun know where on earth should i start.... okay... firstly start with the back topic.... now my bro start to tok to mi... n dun really know y.... but i think is he wanted mi to wake him up... so he tok to mi.. i think its lame lar.. haha...

since last sat(10nov) my sis have been treating mi differently.. can say i like my sis a bit more then before... anyway... i love her as much as before.. but she just treat mi nicer a bit... hehe... coz we both went shopping together.... we brought pants n side bag... love the bag soo much.. hehe... can say we communicate much better.... anyway... it doesnt matter how long she will treat mi as nice as now... but i still hope tat she will treat mi batter n batter(opps should not be too greedy) hehe.. haha...wish her all the best in her relationship..

anyway... now my bro n mum decided not to go genting wif us... coz m bro will be getting his result on the 18dec.... n our genting trip is on the 17- 19dec.... so sad tat he is not gooing... my mum not going becoz she is worried about my bro result... so she decided to accompany my bro to wait for his result...so sad... it has been years since the whole family went oversea... really hope there is another n other n other chance...

has been into the new ward for about one week... everything has been easily adpated... really hope all my skill can be sign faster.. as not much time going to be left...

today... went out wif zuan...to vivo city first... actually wanted to watch movie at vivo city...but no good sits so we went to marina square to watch... we watch the game plan... really veri nice n funny.. haha... didnt regret watching it.. really wish to watch more movie... but going to short of cash already... as i am spent more n more money... really hope to save more money....n i am going to spent quite a lot of money during holidays coz of my trip to malaca n genting...

wish n hope everyone happy n smile always...cheers

oh... didn't really notice tat i didn't blog for another 1 week.... wondering y i always didn't blog... n i dun really miss blogging... unless i am sad or what...

i just wanna say out... really hard keeping in myself... sometimes, i really feel like crying out loud...wondering if i did my best to be a good sister... sometimes,things make mi feeling like walking out of the house. but i dun dare and dun wanna my parent to worried over mi... as i am old enough... being the eldest in the family, i should not let my let my parent worried mi as they devote mi... thanks mummy n daddy... haha...n therefore i think i should not because of 2 person & do something wrong...

my brother is angry with mi for 1 week... n did not tok to mi for the past 1 week...sometime i wonder y he is so petty...just because i didn't allow him to watch high school musical(repeat) as i wanted to watch " good morning teacher" . is it i always have to allow the others to do whatever they want first before i can do mine??? this is not the first time this happen... i always allow him to turn the TV to another channel...just because of him... i have to watch power ranger... y cant he just give in to mi once... it is only once you know... when i tok to him,. he just walk off... as if i am toking to the wall.... he did this, have he ever considerate my feeling before???


the next one is my sister... i didn't do anything then she just treat mi like enemies... what did i do wrong??? toking to her is like talking to myself.... i wanted her to do something for mi then she will say " NO" ... not only tat... when i ask her to help mi log in to her acc coz my account cant be use... the ignored mi n when to sleep... what the... actually tats the reason y i didn't online.... haix... yesterday, my mummy wanted my bro to drink soup form the the pot...then i told my bro.. but my bro ignored mi... when i ask my sis to ask my bro to drink, she answered mi back... y cant u do it yourself??? when i told her my bro is angry with mi, she say " very good what..."

I really feel hurt !!! Y cant my sibling & i just be as close as friends???just allowing mi to share my swallow with one another... i really dun know who to tok to....I really feel lost..

when i told my parent my bro is angry with mi becoz of the TV show n i say he is petty.... my dad ask mi one question... y i be a sister so si bai... when he told mi this , i really feel like crying... later on my mum add on, she say both my parent dote mi the most.. i say i know... i answer back... y i know... tats y i dun fight back with my sibling usually.... coz i think i am a growth up...

sometimes, when toking to my friends, my friends will be like asking about my sibling n telling mi about their sibling... i was like so enviour about them...thinking y cant my silbling be like theirs... just listern to them as the are older... y cant they just respect mi??? okay... not asking for respect... i just wanna them to listern to mi... i ask nothing much.... really got nothing to say... i am really useless... haiz....cant even be a good sis...

On Tuesday(6 Nov 2007) went over to lao ya house... after my attachment.... actually quite tired de.... not tired on the later of the day... coz got VIO to make mi alert... hehe... jia correct hor??? haha.... n the screaming in the house also because of VIO... haha... thanks to VIO for make mi alert n concentrate... haha... lol...

Went there for dinner... coz my dear friend lao ya cook for all of us... thanks my dear friend... haha... really really miss gathering... ermmm .... really can say we didn't go out to gather for about more then 1 month...after maria bdae... haha....
I REALLY MISS GATHERING!!!! I WANT MORE!!! haha... lol... i am mad... haha...

about 10pm, went home... on the bus is really tired... sleep for the whole journey.. muhaha... always done tat...

THANKS for the invite.... love you guys.... anyway... hope ur enjoy ur graduation night on the 14th nov.... sorrri for not going... i know ur always asking mi wheather i want to go a not... sorri... enjoy guys.... haha...

Sorri for not blogging for such a long period of time... actually is becoz my com got problem... dun know y i can even log into my msn n internet using my account... but my sis can... how can the com do this to mi... sobs... haha... lol... haha...

until today really really veri tired.... dun really know y... haha... but finally this week ended... n some of the thing can finally can stop a while... just for few days n i am happy... haha... today is my last day at my medical ward... for this posting.... next week will be going to polyclinic for 1 week... n back to attachment for 5 weeks... really really hope to have my holiday really soon.... cant wait until dec... will be busy for few days during holiday... will be going to chalet n going malaysia if everything went smoothly... haha... i really cant wait until tat day... muhaha...n last of all hope i can change my phone at dec.. haha...

last sat went to miss su house with some of my attachment friends.... haha...thanks miss su for inviting... n the nice food u cook once a year.... haha.... thank you so much...haha... tml will be going to miss rafiqah house with my whole class... haha.... haha...

next week will be meeting all my dearest friend from my dearest 38club. haha... can wait to meet them again... haha.... it has been really quite long ever since we all really met n sit down... haha... really excited about it.. n not onli tat.... my friend will be COOKING...haha.... i cant wait until tat day... n its onli few days more until tat day... yeppy.. haha...