Wednesday, August 22, 2007
@ 10:46 PM
This few days keep thinking a lot... even sit in the bus also laugh to myself... even my friends say i am crazy... haha... have been think back to the past, really a lot of happy memories... some of it funny, some cold jokes, some happy memorable....from the past until present... sometimes i also thing.. can we just go back to our old memories??? I WANT!!!! really wish i could... but too bad... what past is past already... we can onli face the future and to remember our past as memories....Do everyone has thier own limits??? Yes , they all do... only they dare to say it out or not... so am i... i am not any different from other ppl... so i also do have my own limits... so DO NOT try to go pass tat persons limits... They will blust any moment... REMEMBER!!!
I really dun know how to say it... but i just veri angry n piss off... really feel like telling my friends.. IT IS ENOUGH!!! i have enough of it... can u just stop it... You know... It is veri hurtful??? okay... maybe u are just playing... n though i wont get angry... but have u think before saying it, how i feel after you say those words to mi??? have u thought before, what if i say tat to u... i think u will also have the same feeling as mi...
I know... I am know i am a coward... everything also scared... scared of height, scared **massage**, scared of pain, scared ppl to flick mi... everyone has their own phobia or fear of something... maybe u have but u have not found out yours at the moment... but soon one day, u will find out yours... i know maybe u ARE doing some good thing to help mi overcome the phobia... but i really HATE it... i scared of height is becoz of my past exprience... so u cant blame mi... really hate ppl to *massage * mi at my shoulder... really pain n uncomfortable... even if i fall n twisted my leg... i also scared my dad to help mi to tui, even my parents know... since i tell u a lot of times tat i DUN like, but u keep repeating it again n again... i really dun know what to say.. i just DUN LIKE IT!!! plz STOP IT!!!
Oh yar... almost forgets.... today is Ahskin Bdae...Happy birthday to u... may all ur wishes come true... good luck n jia you in what ever u do...
