Katherine Seow You Peng
19+
TTSH-SICU

thank you all my friends.. thanks for caring mi so much.. didnt really know a lot of my attchment friend.. but after the incident almost all of them ask mi if i am okay.. even those NYP student from different station also ask mi.. thank you for ur care n sorry for the worried...thanks.. sorry to let ur worried.. i am really okay.. promiss tat i will take care of myself.. this will not happen again okay i promiss..

this few days really veri tired after attchment... this few days know some of the things more well in the attchment.... JIA YOU!!!

yesterday feeling unwell during my attchment... i told my friend beside me holding her hands tight coz i really cant stand it..feeling so unwell tat.. as if i have no oxygenbut i can breath... feeling so hot n sweating like as if i have been keeped in the 100 degree places.. head veri giddy..n seeing things in a blur vision... dun really know what's wrong wif mi..so i stand still at the side of the path way hope i can get better in a while..some of my friends n PCA n some staff nurse came towards mi n ask if i am okay.. as i am looking so pale n whole body was so cold... some of the PCA n staff nurse say i got hypertention..ask some of the staff nurse to make gulcose water for mi and ask my friend to buy coke for mi .....OMG!!! never in my life thought i will get hypertention... i though myself is a healthy girl thinking tat my immunity system is good...my two other's friend accompany mi n took care of mi.. thanks so much.. not long later madm ler came n ask if i am okay...n she ask mi to show her my plum... i showed her n she say my body lack of zinc.. haha...she told mi something i really really dun know n never i have thought before.. she say.. not enough zinc in the body can lid to a large no. of cells in the body to eat up n the immumity system, will get lousyer n lousyer.. rested for about 40mins i decided to go back to work.. a lot of my friend asked mi to go home n rest but i dun want.. i just wanted to go back to work as i know i will be okay.. coz this is not the first time i have hypertention.. but i never in my life think i will have hypertention outside.. coz the past time i have hypertention is in the temple..i feel better n went back to work..

Dun worry ppl.. now i am alright... i am okay....dun worry... thanks maria n joan for taking care of mi yesterday...thank you..thanks to my group of friend keep asking mi if i am okay after i went back to work..one of my friend sayed this.." dun ever tell mi u are okay went u are not.. " haha really i am alright now..madm ler for teaching mi so much..thanks..

Its has been more then a week ever since my last blog..lately many things has happen... but i dun really know where to start... nvm... lets mi think of something i enjoy the most..oh ya...

Last fri(13 april) went to k boz wif my best friend..ting,si,jia n wei ya... After k box.. went to meet bz for dinner n take some neoprints.. went home quite later tat day..haha..

Sat(14 april) went to peace haven for cca.. actually this is my first time going.. overall okay lor.. After cca.. went over to meishi house to help her to set up store for Bazzar..then stay over night at her house..haha..

Sun(15 april) nothing much happen...came home from meishi house.. went for a jab for my nursing..

Mon(16 april)... first day of attachment in hospital.. having orentation..

Tue(17 april)... second day of orentaion...but this time is ward orentation..

Wed(18 april) .. is the first day i duty on hand.. work on afternoon shift... really veri veri tired...many thing i learn n many things to do..actually not much things for us to do... many times we were like stand there nothing to do.. until some of us got say be the sister...

Thur(19 april)... learn more things.. get lecture by my teacher... knowning tat tat's is for my own good.. she wanted mi to learn from my mistake... I WILL JIA YOU DE....after school... went back to school for re-exam briefing... failed my bio.. so muz retake..haiz.. jia you bah..

Fri(20 april)...After few days in hospital.. learn quite a number of things.. see many things tat i have not learn to be done.. but i just cant do..haha... many of my schoolmate from my ward dun like the teacher n the CL there... dun know what's went wrong..some of my friend told mi tat they will check this n tat in our notebook...haiz.. hope nothing will happen to mi..

Hope everything went smoothly next week n forever for mi n my firends..JIA YOU!!! I CAN DO IT...haha

Whenever i am alone or just nothing to do.. i will just though of 1 question.. always this question... How long can a friendship last??? Forever until i die?? about 10 years later??? about 5 years later??? just a short while?? I am really really very scared to loss friendship or even lost contact wif my friend... feeling tat i will be left alone in a corner in a very dark area...dun know what to do.. feeling helpless...really hope all my friendship will forever lasting...

I really really very very bless now.. really got a bunch of good friend which know how i feel n know my feeling ,views, n willing to lean a listening ear..
thanks darl, zuan, jia,si,lao ya.. really hope our friendship last forever...i may be a bad friend... always complain to u all about my life n so on...and always bully u all... thanks for letting mi to enjoy my outing wif Ur...sometimes will go crazy n mad or even laugh none stop... really like it very much.. thank you, always be there for mi whenever i nid u guys...THANKS YOU!!!!

meishi n caroline n sree n sherlyn...thanks for being my friend..meishi n caroline...thanks for making mi smile all the times...thanks for being my friend...thanks for calling mi whenever u nid help..until i know u are a good friend of mine...

has been working for the pass few days... really enjoy working.. is not about how tiring the work is.. Its about how happy u are and how u enjoy it.. If u are not happy.. no matter what u wont enjoy it de...I AM CRAZy this few days..

Today went to heartland mall wif meishi n caroline.. went to eat sake sushi.. spent about $43 in total.. then went over to meishi house to watch tv programe and play computer games..haha.. about 3:40pm leave mei shi house went to take train to PS then walk about.. meet sherlyn waiting for sree to come...then went to crsytal jade to eat.. spent total about $30 dollar... actually wanted to go to eat soul garden de... but got one Idoit.. say so ex..but she the rishes among us.. dun know what she want lar.. so ma fan.. keep fan mi... she hate to wait for ppl still go early leave house...she bring about 20 dollar.. say less... wa lao lor.. forget it.. dun tok about her.. i really enjoy going out wif meishi, n caroline...thanks for their fun during the journey..thank you so much..

Tml meishi accompany mi to go sata for booster injection.. then tml i will be going to meishi house again for Lunch.. hehe... tml going K BOX.. wif my bunch of veri veri good beloved friend... (the san bah club)..hehe.. love you loads..

On thur, 5 April.. was the most excited day of the week..haha.. coz i GOT to go wei ya thouse.. yeppy!!! haha.. haha...i waited for them to end their lesson.. haha.. after a while.. wei ya n jia jia come out.. then i didnt saw si shi.. sobs.. i kanna chested by lao ya n jia.. at first they told mi si not coming.haha.. but glad n happy that si came

Our day continue.. so we went to KFC to order take away meal to wei ya to have our lunch there.. while we were eating vio keep barking wanted us to pay attention to her..haha.... but no one cares her.. all busy eating our lunch..haha.. we all watch Tv while we were eating.. After eating.. lao ya.. bring vio for a jog.. so ting n si tag along.. as for jia, zuan n mi.. stay at wei ya house to watch tv..haha.. not long later.. lao ya ,ting n si brought vio back.. NOt long later.. some of us went to lao ya room to use the laptop.. then one by one followed in.. n some of them decided to play WWF haha..so the first & second match is wei ya VS ting..haha.. so as for si, she is the camera man( using lao ya hP )... jia the reportor.. n mi... s the spectator..haha.. she "fight" was veri funny...as all of us laugh.. haha.. the both of them won.. by the result of 1 to 1..haha.. so both did won.. but we still dun know the final result yet.. haha..so after a rest, we continue..the third match..haha.. so jis n si decided to join in the match..haha.. After the match.. i dun really know who won lar.. coz i veri blur.. onli they themselve know..Muhaha..

Really enjoy it today..thanks to lao ya, darl ,jia,si,zuan... thanks for spending times wif mi..haha.. i really really miss my sec school life..haha.. so can anytime also can go lao ya hourse wif ur..haha..hope to have more this type of activites.haha.THANKS SO MUCH... love u all loads..

On wednessday, 28 march...i nid to work..

On thursday, 29 march...i also nid to work...sobs.. i miss my show..

On fri, 30 march... i nid to report work at 9.. coz that day is stock taking day... tat means we didnt open shop.. just to take our stock...

On sat, 31 march.... went over to my darl house.. meet jia,si n ya to go.. i like going there do nothing..but nevermind.. now i finally understand how hard is their math.. i really dun know how to do.. haha..then went food court to eat dinner after that... so happy.. have not been meeting them for about 2 week le... so sad... i looking forward on the 13 april to go k boz wif them....hehe...

on sun , 1 april.. Its april fool's day..i nid to work too.. veri tired.. coz the day before too late sleep le... i recieved a sms while i watching dvd(devil beside mi-chinese show) ..by a person.. the message go like tat..

" I hate to say this honestly hate u.. you are so insensitives.Stop bothering mi. U think u are so great, but i think u suck a lot.." lol lor.. whoeva send this sms... coz i was watching dvd.. the show seems sad at the ending so i cried..then i read the msg.. i like.. whateva lar..hate then hate lor.. i cant ask ppl to stop hating mi..i also cannot ask or force ppl to like mi or what...its beyond my control...haha...it was like as if i am sad tat u hate mi lor.. haha...haha..lol..but i think back.. it was APRIL FOOL day yesterday..haha..i hack care the msg n continue to watch my DVD..haha..haha..lol..

today is the 2 april.. the day after April Fool day..haha..i stayed at home.. actually wanted do manythings de.. but in the end.. stayed home the whole day... doing nothing... haha...

tml to wed will be working..haha..jia you..