Katherine Seow You Peng
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haha...today is Teachers' day celebration in school...actually supposed to have the 5km walk and i need to do st john duty de...but too bad it rain...so we in the class playing... darlin,cedric,yong quan,regina,zuan,wei si,wee check and mi played games,the game have forfeet...haha..so funny because most of them keep forgetting the rule of the game and the timetable formular..then everyone of us get 'punish'...haha...the game is very fun and make us tired too...we also have been given a apple and a milo drink...later we have our concert...

After school, ting,jia,si,zuan and me when to westmall eat lunch...before we went to causeway to take neoprint, we went to few shop at westmall to look at something...then we take 187 to causeway...we went to take neoprint...after taken the neoprint about 2.30pm some of them wanted to go home...but i dont feel like going home so early lor... so we all decided to go to ting house...but in the end we did not... we went the mac near ting house....not long later about 4.30... we all went home ...

after watching the TV,i quarrel with my mother and brother...i really do not know what happen to mi...get mad at small little things and i will start scolding people..how???i really cannot control myself...haiz..i think i am really too stress...

haha...today veri e happy lor...in the morning, i went to class...then he outside my classroom talking to mr tan... then he say hi to mi hor... then i just nod my head.. haha... veri happy to see him hi to mi... haha... because... i always dont dared to look at him when i saw him... my heart my plum ... haha.. is this love???haha...lol..then saw him a lot a lot of times today!!! haha...then when we having free time,ting,zuan,mi went to the toliet..then saw him too... then when i saw him, zuan laugh lor... later he though we siao y always laugh in fornt of him... haha... later he also thought i like him how???see lar...make my nervous..haha...
then in e hall also saw him...after school also...haha...so happy lor...

then zuan keep on say 'i help u get his number lar'...then i say dun want...i also dun know why i dun want... but just dun want...later he anyhow thing...zuan also ask to tell him tat i like him lor... no way i will not.. becauze i say before even i have the chance to be with him, but i will choose not to be with him...zuan say at least if i got his contact can be friend mah... n also cansee wheather is he attact a not... haha...but i atill dun want his contact hiaz..but still happy lar... at least he say hi to mi right???

today mrs goh give us a timeline for my class to prepare us for our N-level...i saw it and i was quite shock becausei really have not much time to study already...its left with about 1 month before 'N'level..how???mine result so bad... how???haiz...
4/9 - 'N'level - chinese paper 1&2
5/9 - 'N'level - chinese listerning coom
'N'level - social studies
11/9 - preparatory exam - english
12/9 - preparatory exam - science (chemistry n physic)
13/9 - preparatory exam - math
14/9 - preparatory exam - history
15/9 - preparatory exam - english
18/9 - preparatory exam - math
19/9 - preparatory exam - science (chemistry n physic)
20/9 - preparatory exam - history
21/9 - preparatory exam - english
26/9 - study leave
27/9 - study leave
28/9 - study leave
29/9 - study leave
2/10 - 'N'level - english paper 1&2
'N'level - history
3/10 - 'N'level - math paper 1
4/10 - 'N'level - science (chemistry n physic)
6/10 - 'N'level - math paper 2

see...really veri tired... hiaz.. and i really hope i can pass my exam wif flying colours... jia you...

haiz..today get back my result...i do so badly for all my subject...how am i going to pass my 'N'level this year... really must study veri extremly hard already...
english - 40.8/100
chinese - 47.5/100
math - 73/100
science - 40/100
hummanities - 35/100
art - 45/100

haiz... only my math get so good lor... how??? really hope that i can get good grade for all my subject...jia you...

Actually i am really happy that i get A2 for my math paper for my 'N" level prelim...At first when my teacher told me, i really dun believed what she say.. because i really never get A for my any subject before n i did not even study veri much for this exam...i really cant believed my ear...i really look highly for my math and really hope i could get very good grade for my math...when my teacher told me this i really very happy and joy in my heart...

But after achool, some of my classmate went to mi and say 'wow...congrate, u finally got 1 A for ur subject..' i really agree tat i first time in my life get a A in my subject...so i thanks him back...but some of them say 'wow...A2 lei...so haoa lian liao lar...'...i did not even say a single words and they kept on tapping my shoulder very hard...but nevermind i did not blame them from doing this...because i think tat they are giving mi a tap on my shoulder tat mean giving me more encouragemet to do better the next exam..so i did not blame them...but one of my classmate say...'you peng, math A2 lei...did you cheat a not...' my heart break when i heard this ...what did i do wrong that he want to say this sentence...i really did my best for getting a A2 for my math...so i think he should at least say something better ad encouraging for me then to say wheather i cheat a not...so what if i win some of my classmate??? did i get bounus point??? the answer is nope...all my answer for my math paper is what i learn since i was schooling...it was just wheather u know or u dont know...if u know what ur teacher is teaching then u will know ur work in e end...

people always say...do ur best n strike for what ever you can... if not you will regret what u miss...

i am really really sad to heard what they say to mi... but no matter what... i will show you what you think i cannot do...i will prove that you are totally wrong

today go out wif ting,jia,ya,si...haha..actually we purposely dont let hui jun n arina know tat we go out today...actually is a bit veri bad... but i did not care much...it is because there is some unhappiness among us wif her...it all her attutide towards ting...even though ting is her 'mummy' but so what is this mean tat she can bully her??? The answer is no...coz she seems to be smaller then u(jun) in age but she somehow is ur 'mummy'...so please do not show her anymore disrespect...even sometime ya,si,jia and me always bully ting as in say thing in a sarcastic way but we are just joking...and ting know we are joking too...

is not that want to treat jun in badly... but i just feel tat jun,u are somehow using si because i have notice that sometimes when si ask jun something then jun will like just ignore si...treat as if si are not talking to u...then when jun feel boring,jun call si to ask her where is she... and when jun nid to put things at si house si wil just say okay i help u keep at my house...then when jun do not nid si help, jun do not even talk to si... is this call friend??? i think nope...then when other people nid jun help,jun wil always say.. your nid to treat mi... jun i really wish to ask you something...if u do a charity do u want a return ??? if i were you, i will not ask for a return... coz help ur friend is just doing a good deed...

jun, i really hope you can know your own 'mistake'n change to make a better person inoder to make peole to love u more...after so many thing happen i,myself has already dislike jun once...

hey...
to all my SJAB de peng you...
today is e sec 4 de passing out parade 2006...which is also e sec 4 last training this year...e whole passing out parade which is planed by my sec 3... n e chairman is Wa Ru(training head 2006)...thanks for all e planing n hard work inside n e whole event... thanks you for making it a sucess...my sec 4 n i really enjoy ourself n really touch ny u guy... thanks you...n e performance by my sec 1,2&3...e performance was great...n sec 3 e song ur sang really make e sec 4 feel touch n make us cry...thanks for making us remember all e things in training...n e gift too...i know ur spent a lot of time doing it... haha...thanks...

during all this 3++ year in SJAB, really spent a lot of time n hard work inside..i started wif not much friend in sec 1&2...but i have great friend in sec3&4..after joining e comittee...joining e comittee for 1++ year..i really learn a lot of things like example... i dunn like to give people comment about thing even i think it should be this way... but after joining e comittee,i already know n will give comment to things to people if i know n what i think it shoild be..tat what i am now...i build more confidentin myself then before after joining e comittee...thanks to my senior n my great freind(SJAB sec 4'06)...not knowing to thanks my training head of year 2005... thanks for doing so much thing for training n i did not even help anything...onli help u wif e small stuff... thanks for not blaming mi for tat...actually i should help u wif all this things but i did not...thanks for helping mi so much...Lan Yi thanks you veri much...

sec 4... after today... i will always remember our happiness times in training n e time we spent together... i will remember all this stuff in my heart n wil not forget de...i promiss...from tml onwards,e time we spent together will be lesser n e happiness will get lesser too...i really will miss u guy de...really enjoy e times we spent together...do well in ur studies n good luck to all ur exam... jiayou...really wish to see u guys in good school... but not forgetting to ask u guy to do mia favour... it is to come back when ever u guys are free...i will be alone next year...jia you n all e best...
miss u deadly...
love ya...